just a few thoughts from 3.16.06. maybe you can relate... either now or at some time in your life.
with new trials, new tears and new falls, new fears
when will i learn to grow
new days bring new dark which leads to new doubt
i'm entagled within this unshakable bound
held strong with a tether formed of my disregard
have i left any room to grow
or have i reached the cork, leaving no room to breathe
room to run, play, work or acheive
im stuck to the surface, motionless, fixed
i dread the small room to grow
for there's never impossible, or so i've been taught
only neglect or refusal of thought
laziness steals our autonomy, simple
would be having no room to grow
i'll use my doubt and my falls to make petty tears
which swell up my world with more dark and new fears
i'll drown in self pity, and reach my goal of
being left no more room to grow.
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